Hey hey, it's me again. I only write several hours ago but I kinda feel like I got lots of rants and I gotta write. Well, I actually one of the prom committee but I feel like they never listen to me. I feel like I'm invisible and they just turn their back on me. It definitely hurts. Just a couple hours ago, one of them text me. Well, if she just texts me, I won't be ranting here. The thing is, she texts me the way Miranda Priestly texts. By the way, Miranda doesn't text, but whatever. Do you think I'm Andy? You don't even pay me. Every time I hanging out, they rarely notice that I'm hanging out with them. Usually if I'm gone they'll be saying, "Well, you just somehow disappear and we think we could do nothing about it." But the same sentence was never being used if one of them was missing. They'll phone her, search her, ask people about her, and phone her again. Until she finally showed up. Even if she's being late for hours.
Hey, it's me again, the rebel girl. Today I'm gonna rant. Again, as usual. So, my bro is about to move to Germany. Oh, great. Now I started to hate myself even more. More and more. Days by days, it'll sum up and one day I'll find myself hating my own reflection in the mirror. Yeah, extremely good. Bloody hell. Mmm, basically I wanted to rant, but it seems like I'll end up banned from here because I'll definitely write down all kinds of strong languages from shit to bloody hell. So, instead of doing that, I think it's better for me to think about something that startled and harass me recently. O my God, it's my past and I'm trying to let go of it. Sometimes, I could feel the pain and everything and it feels like it's just yesterday. I want to let it go. Just let it disappear and let me start my life like it never happened. Well, it'll be much better if it never happened. But it did happen and it keeps haunting me. I felt so sick. I'm do